Sunday, June 30, 2013

Rx or Scaled?

Breathe. 



3..2..1..Go!


I get mad at the bar. I walk up to it and I go to " that place". 120# over -head squat. Coach Sal is behind me, " Envision yourself doing this! You got this!" I do just that. I take a deep breath,  and I'm off...chasing after the pain again. In my head I'm telling myself ..." Keep everything tight, pull apart the bar....Bounce out of it, back up! ...Push the knees out, ...further!"  I stand the weight up! 


Exhale.  I am free.




RX or Scaled?

         If you have been to a CrossFit box before you would notice that on the whiteboard, next to different athletes names is an RX. Two little letters that mean so much, to different people, for different reasons. Being able to put that RX next to your name after a work out is a BIG accomplishment, but it's not the only accomplishment that comes from working hard day in and day out doing CrossFit. Whether or not you RX or scale a workout, its important to be proud of your own efforts every single time you finish a WOD. 


   "Scaling means every WOD can be re designed to fit your needs as an athlete. That is what makes CrossFit so awesome for the masses when coached properly. Just communicate with your coach. Your attitude about the WOD can turn the butterflies into passion, enthusiasm and, my favorite word, tenacity. " - CrossFit Synergistics


      There are some workouts I earned an RX for, but they are few and far between, and I am okay with that. It reminds me that my journey is not over, in fact, there are so many things I need to work on that I'm excited. I want to earn those two letters at the end of my work out.  I don't want it handed to me, that's too easy!  
        One way that helps me to not get caught up in comparing myself to other athletes is to constantly remind myself of what my journey means to me. I leave reminders in my car, on my mirror, in my phone... anything it takes. Take time to
focus on what you want from your experience doing CrossFit. The more you focus on your journey, the more you will feel better about it, and start to appreciate the small steps you take everyday to reach that new PR, or to RX your first (and most certainly not your last) WOD. Everyone's journey is different, their stories, strengths, and weaknesses are not comparable to ours, so we all need to STOP comparing ourselves. I noticed break through moments when other people would lift more than me, and I noticed how easily I was able to control my ego about it. I went up to them, congratulated them, and realized that by them pushing harder, it made me push harder

      “Somewhere behind the athlete you’ve become and the hours of practice and the   coaches who have pushed you is a little girl who fell in love with the game and never looked back… play for her.” - Mia Hamm
       When I signed up for the On-Ramp class it was because CrossFit had brought out something in me that I had been trying to find for years! I missed competing against myself, the day in and day our grind, the fear! I fell in love with CrossFit instantly, not because of PRing my back squat, or RXing a WOD. I fell in love because CrossFit reveled my weaknesses and strengths to myself. When you feel like you are getting too caught up in your head, comparing yourself to someone else, or worrying that you didn't RX the WOD, remind yourself of why you fell in love with CrossFit to begin with, and why you show up every single day! 
      The other night after one of our WODs, Coach Sal brought the class together to talk about what CrossFit really is, at the grit of it. One of the athletes at our box completed the work out doing one legged box jumps, and it was moving to see! Sal was right, at the end of the day, majority of the people who participate in CrossFit will never be an Elite Athlete, ever go to Regionals, or The Games. At the end of the day, it's that day in, day out grind that makes CrossFit what it is. Whether you are RXing, or scaling the workout always remember to PUSH yourself to the absolute best you can do, know that this is challenging for your body, and be proud of the results. Most athletes start off scaling a lot of, if not all the movements in CrossFit, which helps build up proper form, and strength! Allow your body to progress at it's own rate, and you will reap the benefits. Focusing to much on someone else's goals and achievements will never get you to reach your goals. Instead, let it make you work harder!
Today I am grateful that the school year is officially over! Although I still have roughly 6 weeks of the summer program until I get a break, I know it will go very quick! I can't believe I've been at my job for an entire year now, time flies!
What are you grateful for today?
-A

Wednesday, June 5, 2013

Catching Up!

     “Keep away from people who try to belittle your ambitions. Small people always do that, but the really great make you feel that you, too, can become great.”
― Mark Twain 
     I had the pleasure of being able to attend the 2013 Crossfit North East Regional Games at Reebok Head Quarters in Canton, MA. A-fucking-mazing! I strongly recommend every cross-fitter ( and non cross-fitter) to go an experience Regionals. I  learned so much in three days, from body image to simply learning to laugh more; trying to figure out where to start is honestly giving me trouble! 
    My sister ( Cassandra) , Fins ( Kat), and I started our journey to Regionals early Thursday morning and the anticipation was killing me. I had an idea about what Regionals were because my brother and sister had gone the year before. I knew this experience was going to change me, in a really good, kick in your ass kind of way. I was ready for it. I vowed to myself that this weekend I would make an extra effort to not be as shy, meet some new people, and  live outside my comfort zone. I wanted to finally just be myself, and have fun, no pressure, no drama. I tend  to be very introverted, almost to a point of really hindering my ability to grow as a person and I was ready to take this step.
     We arrived in Canton, MA roughly around noon and met a bunch of people from Brazen Athletics,  Crossfit 908, Jersey City Crossfit, and of course, my very own box, Marlboro Crossfit in "tent city". Upon our arrival we immediately did our first WOD .... to the liquor store for some Magic Hat and Angry Orchard Cider ( which I learned is highly addictive).  We walked around for a bit,  and went to the main area where all the athletes would be competing. It was breath taking! Breath taking in a non-nature, on top of a mountain way. It was breathtaking because I could feel the energy, the positivity, and support all around. I was in awe and excited to see these athletes accomplish amazing things, and I felt honored to be there to support them, especially my Coach Ricks two very close friends, Tim and Mike. Watching these athletes push the limit, and chase their dreams left me to wonder what I am truly capable of. I'd rather die trying to accomplish a dream than to fear ever starting in the first place.
      Besides getting to watch the athletes competing, I was also fortunate enough to meet some really awesome coaches, and fellow cross fitters from boxes all across the North East Region. Each person I met offered a lesson, advice, or inspiration. I talked to other women about body image, and being confident in your own skin, loving your body for what it can do!    Being amongst all cross fitters for an entire weekend almost makes you never want to go back home! It's a different World. The entire weekend was a huge success, and one of the best weekends I've had in a really long time! After seeing first had what these athletes do, I just want to say how proud I am of each and every cross fitter. What we all do each day, the lifestyle in which we chose to live, treat each other, and as one move forward is beautiful. I can't wait to see what happens at the Games this year!
      Coming back from Regionals I was ready to go! How can you not be after a weekend of pure awesomeness?! I had a familiar  realization on my way to Crossfit that Monday, which I always enjoy because it allows me to regain my focus. Life is all about catch me if you can moments, and that's what Crossfit has brought to my attention. All I have is that one moment (work out) to do my best, leave it all out there, catch what I want out of it. I should live every single moment in life, with this thought in my head. Every moment is a chance to get better. Make it a point to recognize this every single day.  I have one chance in life, what am I going to do with it? We all wake up with the same choice every day. Am I going to be happy? Try my hardest? Inspire others?   I am in control, always.  I cant always control what happens to me,  but I can always control my reaction and attitude.
      I had a really rough day at work a few days ago, I was mentally tired, physically withered , and really inside my HEAD! One of THOSE days ( I'm human, it happens). I tried to collect my shit before going to the box, but some days it doesn't work, some days I need a good work out to kick my head back straight. I was mad at the world during this " Chipper" WOD which was made up of 100 ABMAT sit ups, 80 DUs, 60 box jumps (20") , 40 KB swings (35#), and 20 front squats (65#) time: 15:04.  I did all 80 DUs, and did the last 20 front squats unbroken, and I was PROUD! I had been able to string a few DUs in a row a few weeks ago, but then I fell off and really got inside my head about them. Never once did my coaches stop believing that I would be able to do them, even when I had stopped ( and would try getting out of it by doing singles...They caught on haha!) Without my coaches insisting I step out of my comfort zone and do all DUs in the WOD no matter how long it took, I wouldn't have been able to get back into the groove of it, and able to do all 80. 
       Onto the unbroken 20 front squats... Pure hell, let's just get that out of the way! I felt my mind state change when I committed to doing those all unbroken.  Coach Rick was behind me keeping count, my body kept moving, but I had left. My mind was somewhere else, and when I came to all I heard was " 15...do not think of dropping the bar now...16..." In those moments when my mind had escaped my body,  I became stronger. I realized that my body was capable of much more than my mind insisted. I was able to take my mind out of the situation and let my body do what it was intended to do. It still hurt....it hurt like hell, but I wasn't focused on the pain. I was focused on the goal, focused on the people who doubt me (myself being the first), focused on the future, on the present moment of growing stronger.  I get goose bumps just writing about it! The possibilities are really endless in life, YOU just have to believe in yourself first! If you do not believe in yourself no one else will, I hate to say it, but it's true!  
     Speaking of believing in yourself, I want to announce the Paleo Challenge winner! Shannon is THE MOST hard working individual I've ever Met! The lengths to which she has gone to change her life are a testament to her determination. Shannon has been doing Crossfit over three years now, and has lost a total of 150lbs! 
     When I first started Crossfit, Shannon was one of the first people to introduce herself to me, and set up a night out! She is one of those people who makes you feel welcome right away, her personality lights up the room! I have the pleasure of working out with Shannon 3-4 times a week, and she is one of the best WOD partners! She is always willing to cheer people on, do extra work to help someone finish, and can I just say, she is STRONG as hell! Definitely a great role model, and someone I, and every one at our box admirers. I was able to ask Shannon some questions about this tremendous journey, and her answers brought me to tears!
1. It's so hard to stay dedicated and committed to things, especially eating healthy! What are some things that helped you stay on track, not only during the challenge, but during this entire life transformation?
" For me this entire Journey started because I needed to Get Healthy. I was 30 years old and very sick. When you’re doing something to save your own life, it really isn’t very hard to stay committed. For this Challenge well that’s was something different!  It was a Challenge and if there is one thing I could say about me, it’s that I’m a very determined person when I set my mind to doing something. I like a Challenge! It motivates me when things aren’t easy. Easy is for the masses. I like a little resistance….thus my Love of Crossfit. No matter how good you get the WOD’s will never be Easy! "

2. When did you first start Crossfit and how did you hear about it?  
"I was working out with a Friend who had a Kettle bell Class. He opened a Crossfit gym and that’s how I first got into it. "

3. Describe the experience of your first WOD ever.

"One of my first WOD’s included Jumping over the Barbell and doing lateral Burpees. The entire class was finished and I was miles from being done. Our very own Sal D’Alessio got down on the floor and started doing Burpees with me. (I’m getting choked up remembering this.) He looked me right in the face with a look I will never forget and said “You can do this! You got this Kid…You Hear me….Just Keeping Moving!” So I did – I finished the WOD and it felt like the first time someone really believed that I could do this. There was no way I was going to fail with everyone watching. People in my life had there obvious doubts when I first started this life style. They really didn’t think it would last. By the way, Sal is still yelling at me during WOD’s in the very same way!"

4. How long have you been doing crossfit for? How much weight have you lost in total?
"I’ve been doing CrossFit for more than 3 years now. To date I’ve lost 150lbs. I Started at 305 and today I’m 155!"
5. What made you decide it was time to change your life?
     "Few Things happened all around the same time and I knew it was time to change. First Ricky & I got stuck in Red Bank for the 4th of July Fireworks and we had to walk 6 miles to get to our car. I was 300lbs, I barely ever moved at all so 6 miles almost killed me in the July Heat! When we finally made it, Ricky said to me “If you can do that, just think what else you can possibly do?!” It really got me thinking! 

    Then the next month the Love of my Life asked me to marry him and that really set the ball rolling. I was marrying a man 20 years my senior and he was Way Healthier than me. I thought to myself how stupid is that?! I also didn’t want to stand up Next to this trim man on my wedding day and Look like a Giant Marshmallow in a white dress! Harsh but True! "

6. After accomplishing so much, what are some goals you are looking forward to accomplishing in the future?
" I look forward to so many things in the future. I’ve got a lot of work left to do. I’m not really athletically inclined, so I have to work hard to develop new skills. I would like to snatch over 100lbs someday ( Shannon snatched over 100# last week, it was freakin awesome!)  My ultimate Dream is to RX Fran…simple but Huge to a girl like me. I have plenty of personal Goals left to reach but the thing I Want Most is to be able to help other people change their Lives and find the happiness that I have in getting Healthy & Strong!  I want people to know that they can do it, it’s never too late, and it’s worth the Effort every day! "

7. What advice would you give to someone who wants to give up whether it be during a work out, chasing a dream, etc.) ?
     " You Never Give Up! You really don’t know how close you are to the next big breakthrough that leads you to success! There is just never a good excuse for giving up on yourself! If you won’t fight for your own dreams...Who will?! It took me 3 years to do a pull-up. If I gave up, those years would still have gone by, and the only difference is that I’d still be hanging from the bar wishing I could do a Pull up. We are all different so Don’t get frustrated or start comparing yourself to anyone else – That is just wasted energy. Focus on your own goals and appreciate the Journey. Patience & Hard Work will get you where you want to go in Life & in the Box!  "
     Shannon's perseverance throughout this entire journey is AMAZING! This is what happens when a person makes the decision to better their lives, and make it a priority! She is a hero, for so many different reasons, and each day she walks into that box, she inspires every single one of us to get after the life we want! Great things are in her future, and I can't wait to see where these next months take her! 


Today I am grateful for my siblings! Without the three of them I would never be where I am today, or who I am today. They are my best  friends and I'm happy to know I will always have them around!




xxx,
A